You may have heard about this about a small Scottish village raising Cain about gay pornstar Logan McCree buying a house with his girlfriend in town. What shocked the porn isn't that Logan, who doesn't exactly blend in effortlessly with any crowd, would decide to move to a cozy country house, but that as an out gay man previously in a relationship with Vinnie D'Angelo, he's suddenly shacking up with a female.
In a , Logan gives some interesting insights into the fluidity of sexuality. In his native Germany, he knew from a very young age of his interest in men. As sexual maturity set in, he finally decided to try sex with a woman.
The next girl I dated was the first one I had sex with. It felt physically absolutely right and it felt good, but I couldn't really get into it. It wasn't horny. After that I realized that I wasn't interested in women. One year later I had my first jerk off with a guy and it felt horrible. I felt used and dirty, so I decided not to have sex til I felt ready for it. In the next couple of years I made some sexual experiences, most of them were meaningless or bad. When I turned 27 i finally felt ready and old enough to enjoy sex and I did. There was still something missing when I had sex with guys, but I didn't feel bad anymore afterwards.
To find what was missing, he decided on sex with a girl again. However, it ain't easy-peasy for a gay guy to flirt with a female, so he "forced" himself to swing by a whorehouse. Although the build-up to the sex sounds like a fumbled effort in futility (he couldn't get hard, no surprise), he finally managed to do the deed.
But when I finally was inside of her….that felt soooo good. It felt like an embrace. Ever since then I really like pussies :-) . two months later I met a girl during a photoshoot. She was my make-up artist. We liked each other immediately and even though she knew that I was gay, we started flirting and a couple of weeks later she visited me in Dresden, we fell in love and are a couple since.
Certainly such a statement is bound to unleash the haters. Here are some further revelations:
Having sex with her is exactly what I was looking for. It is intimate, meaningful and I don't care about coming at all. Its more like a wonderful game. But the weird thing is, that I still get a hardon with a man much easier…
- I prefer having sex (penetration) with a girl
- I prefer getting a blow job by a guy
- I prefer cuddling with a man, because a girl feels breakable
- I prefer holding hand with a girl because it makes me feel bigger :-)
- I prefer flirting with a guy, because I know what I'm doing
- I like kissing both genders equally
I am in a relationship with my girlfriend, only have sex with guys in front of the camera, but I'm allowed to play around with guys if I want to.
It's a truly liberated gay man who identifies as gay, yet decides to have sex with a woman, and, although has trouble getting hard, enjoys it. Rather, it's the girlfriend who seems superhumanly open-minded. She's moving in with a openly gay man who is still free to have sex with other men. Logan seems like a pretty cool, down to earth guy, wanting to enjoy his life without boundaries. Still, on thinking of the girlfriend, we can't help but hear a small nagging voice saying, "You in danger, gurl."